Friday, April 29, 2011

An ugly truth is better than a beautiful lie, dearest.


& I just needed a space..
It's so HARD to move on..
Why?!
It feels so good when you are with me..
With YOU, I realized how sweet it is..
to have someone that cares.
About every little thing that happens to me...
Someone that lets me forget the pain 
With their sweet support..
Someone who opens
their arms for me.
whenever I need to..
let all the pain out.
Someone that pulls me in...
When I give up on every damned thing.
Someone that promises me..
hardest deals that not a friend would promise
 somebody that adores me like a world
not for anything, but for my INSIDE-SELF
Somebody that understands me..
Like no-one else does.
Someone that I'm never sick of..
the one that I can't get off my mind..
the one that I fall in love with 
every single day.
more
&
alot.
alot.
more. 
than before.
(Iloveyewuomosporco<3:D)
& what is happiness?
To love and to be loved,
By your love. 

So tell me.
What else do I need?
When you are my everything.


Sunday, April 24, 2011

It's true that I can't live without you, & cause maybe two is better than one..


We both know what it is.
& we both want it to change.
& we both are tired of it.
Me & you.
Yet, we cover it. Just for now.. 
So far so good.... 
So far so good.....
So far so good..
& that's the limit. Where we can't take it anymore. 
Neither of us.
& I decide to take another path. Everytime we are about to fire out. I decide to put it up with my pride. But baby I'm still so in love with you to make any move. 
You got me blinded.
It's insane, but it's sweet. I want to fall in love with you, everyday, even more. 
& I know I need you.
I know I want you.
So just stay still.
a little bit more.
Please.
Stay still...









                                                            
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Sunday, April 10, 2011

We are the people

We can remember swimming in December,
Heading for the city lights, in 1975
We share in each other
Nearer than father
The scent of a lemon, drips from your eyes

We are the people that rule the world
A force running in every boy and girl
All rejoicing in the world
Take me now
We can try


We lived an adventure
Love in the Summer
Followed the sun till night
Reminiscing other times of life
For each every other
The feeling was stronger
The shock hit eleven
Got lost in your eyes

I can’t do well when I think you’re gonna leave me, but I know I try
Are you gonna leave me now
Can’t you be believing now


Can you remember and humanize,
It was still where we’d energized,
Lie in the sand and visualize like its 75 again

We are the people that rule the world
A force running in every boy and girl
All rejoicing in the world
Take me now
We can try

I can’t do well when I think you’re gonna leave me, but I know I try
Are you gonna leave me now
Can’t you be believing now

I know everything about you
You know everything about me
Know everything about us


I can’t do well when I think you’re gonna leave me, but I know I try
Are you gonna leave me now
Can’t you be believing now

Let's act like humans.

Can people in this world stop minding other's businesses?
I strongly dislike when people insult you for what YOU believe in, for what you choose for YOURSELF, for YOUR life, When they gossip about how YOU live your life or how YOU wanna live your life. This is MY life, this is MY body, this is MY choice, & MY future. Stop judging. 
I hate when people call those who CHOOSE to be different disgusting. Don't like it? Don't communicate with them!! it's just that easy. 
It's not about being gay, lesbian, bisexual or trans. it's not about where you are from, where were you born, and how you look like. If you're gonna judge me for that, haha,  FUCK YOU.
I don't live my life to please anybody.
Bullying/insulting anybody for being LGBT is illegal in my dictionary. It's exactly like bullying a black person for being black, a Chinese for being Chinese, an American for being an American, etc. & I see it coming. I mean, people these days are against it, it's just like how it was with a race awhile ago, how people were being racist to blacks. I'm dead serious. & I see a future, where people are gonna regret what they did to them.
I'm from Iran, I don't live in a tent on a desert. I speak Farsi/persian, Iran is pronounced "EERAUN" and not "I-ran" ( It's not track & field) News flash: Iran and Iraq are TWO!!different countries, Middle East is a region and NOT a continent, And camels are not our way of transportation. Belly dancers are NOT strippers (no sex in the Champagne room ;) . Belly dancing is an Arabic dance (go figure), it never came from Iran. Each time you play a game of chess to improve your intellect, keep in mind that it was Persians who gave you your game. Iranian women are just as out spoken (if not more) and liberal as European women, And what the hell is "soccer"?? We also call it FOOTball. Iran is the first country on earth to have a lion (male) and a sun (female) for its symbol; and the colors red, white, and green for a flag, A beautiful country. In my country, the stupid regime, separates boys and girls in school. in 70% of religious families over there, liking a boy is a crime. (No, it's not a real crime. The family consider it as a "crime") yet, the stupid government kills anybody who turns Lesbian/gay/bi/trans. Yes, and they do kill them. Your mind is blank? figures. It doesn't make sense. They force them to love their same sex, yet they kill them for it? 
In my country, Women and girls don't have a choice to wear what they WANT to wear outside. They often get insulted by jerks who chase them. 80% of men over there, only have the eyes to look over young girls. With all the Islamic crap that government covers, smartest teens pass out by taking drugs, millions of teenagers get killed on the street because all they ever asked for was FREEDOM. Our holidays are often filled with depressing shows on the tv. Our "Imam" or "Emam" (I'm not sure how to spell that) that get to be the leader in the mosque's turn out to party and have fun with young girls. 10 year old children over there, are often DEPRESSED or start to get depressed. Over there, women are not allowed to sing! (Guys are, but only some sort of songs, which are so not popular) over there, guys can have more than 1 wife. Which government tends to respond that it's only because "women are weak and need a man to live their life" .. Need? my ass. Over there, if a woman kills a man, she is going to be killed right away. But if a man kills a woman, it won't be the same thing. Government and regime is BULLSHIT OVER THERE. & let me add, Ahmadinejad, can SMD (; (If I had one. I know! I know! I'm not a guy v_v)
& Here I am, talking about stuff that nobody knows, the shitty situation in such a beautiful country.
I don't have a religion. I don't. I think I have had enough living half of my life in a Muslim country and happening to see the country turning to hell by the hands of the government. I'm literally sick of it. 
- Conclusion,
WE ARE HUMANS, WE NEED FREEDOM IN EVERY WAY.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Love is ALL you need (:

Oh, he is so charming. All I ever needed. 
I needed his support, I still do & I always will, he is unbelievably amazing. 
He is so sweet, he makes me melt, he makes me smile like a fool, he makes my tummy get butterflies all around, 
& sometimes, the only thing I need in this world, is his arms, to hug for years. 
Ahh, I'm starting to miss him already ;'}
 He makes "us" beautiful together.
He IS the one not letting me go or break down at any moment.
Sometimes I wonder if my heart is not so enough for all the favors he has done. 
He. completes. me.
Do me a favor baby?
Never ever walk out of my life, because I couldn't be any happier without you.
Note: None of these pictures are mine!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

“Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”

“Good friends are like stars.... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there”

 

     It's hard to flashback to your past, remember all the memories. When you have realized what you had does not last long anymore, you feel the pain full of regrets.

since I moved to U.S. I lost my closest friends in my country. It's still harder when I only said goodbye to them for 3 months of summer, not my whole life. My mom's family live in U.S. my mother was supposed to come here before she got married to my dad and all that stuff. But eventually, love does it's work. So my mom stays & have her family in Iran. 

After 10 years waiting for Green-card to come, My family decides to have a "visit" to United states,& that's where my life suddenly changes,(In fact, I need to add, I really didn't want to move here when we were waiting for our interview in Turkey to get the Visa, I was wishing there wouldn't be a way for us to even travel.)

things happens, my dad goes back to Iran, my parents get divorced & we settle down here. For rest of our lives. Sad isn't it? I never had a chance to actually leave correctly, what I mean is, I was desperate, I had lost connection with my friends, I missed them, I had my stuff at our house in Iran which I never thought I would need in 3 months visit.

We all have our ups and downs, right?


     "There is only one happiness in life, to love and to be loved.- George Sand 

 

 P.S.:

I will decrease the amount of my notes & only hit up the big highlights of my life in everyday events,eventually. With alot of touching pictures, I LOVE photography, (Note that not all of them belong to me, I will point out if they are, so watch out ;)

/clapclap, it's my first post, WOOT!